my time to release.
in about 3 weeks i`ll be far away from here. i can`t wait to leave vegas even if it`s just for a couple days. sometimes i just can`t stand it here, everyone is so fake and thinks they have be figured out. ugh, not really.
first off, you can`t figure someone out you hardely know.
also, you can`t figure someone out that doesn`t even have thereself figured out.
i try not to judge and i try not to hate people, but i`m sorry these certain people have the word hate me written across there forhead.
next friday i`m getting my hair trimmed and maybe do a little of a change to it. i`m not sure yet because i love my hair, it`s unique. it kinda has a mind of it`s own i`d say. haha, but yeah i`m gunna get it re-layered and then maybe a bang. ugh, doubt it though. i`m dyeing my hair back to black and blonde. i missed it way to much. those colors are probably my favorite that i`ve had. i mean most of my pictures i have that hair so i`m going back because it`s what i like.
so yes california will be a breath of fresh of air, i`ll just be able to get away. i`ll be able to go to the beach and clear my head, scream at the top of lungs if i feel like it. i`ll be with the 3 people i love most, so i know i`ll have a good time.
six flags for my birthday, YEAH! i`m beyond excited because i`ve never been there. i`m gunna be bummed if i can`t go the day of my birthday, which is looking like it`s not gunna happen. so i`ll probably end up going that weekend which will be april 14th or that monday. either way i don`t care, i just wanna go!
17 years old, wow almost an adult and time to do some real growing up. i`m gunna get a job when i come back from california, then really focus on school and hopefully get my vocal coaching. we`ll see how all that goes though. if it`s to expensive i`m gunna have to wait until i get my job and can help pay for them.
april 28th, yes! i get my hair done, i`m happy. red extentions, just something different, something new. i`ve never put extentions in my hair before so i can`t wait to see how they turn out. then april 29th it`s concert time! we`re gunna party it up that night.
april is gunna be a good month, i`m excited. i`ts giving me something to look forward to and it`s keeping me with a smile on my face.
